well...

I don't deny that my attitude isn't all that great. Right now 2010 is online for the worst mileage year in a while, and I think it's making me cranky. I can't remember that last time I had a really exhausting, declarative, emphatic ride. To wit, yesterday evening I took the car to the dealership for servicing (free the first 30k or something)and rode the mammoth 10m home, some of it in the dark. I'm just not riding, although I am jogging a bit and feeling the legs come around ever slightly. I'm the heaviest I've ever been- whine, moan, complain. I'm just grumpy!, although not necessarily depressed; I know how that feels and I don't feel that.

I threw this pic in from littlecircles because it makes me happy. I love the colors, the foliage, the mixed-terrain, the sense of adventure. What I'm craving is adventure!!!!!! Mixed-terrain! Roaming! Mileage! Rough Stuff! Pain! You get the idea.

Un dia, quizas, un dia.